Figuring out.

I know they are here.

But they wouldn't know how I feel.

The sadness that comes to me every passing moment,

The guilt that invades my mind and build an invisible wall,

And the lost possibility of what it could have been...

Whatever.

I DON'T WANT AND I NEVER DID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

현실

가끔 생각하는데...
현실적으로 변해간다는게,
사회를 알아갈수록,
사람의 감정도 메말라 가는거 같다.
어쩌면 나중엔 감정표현도 하나의
배워야 할 목록으로 전락되는건 아닐까?

What is happiness?

To me, happiness is that I am pleased, thankful for everything, and can be who I am. So, I decided. I will not care about how people want me, expect me to be. I'm not gonna give a damn about what people's opinion about me. I will just be who I am. And when I die which is going to be around 2100 haha, if I have 10 people that I love and care about, then I have a successful life, then I can die with a happy smile. I will have no tears of sadness, I will have no regret for anything. Just, just 10 people. The 10 people that I can be happy just being with them, the 10 people that I can share everything, the 10 people that I will be happy to call them as my best friends, soulmate, and that includes my family. ^^ I will be happy. I am going to be happy! HAPPY!

Dreaming,,,

I'm happy that I can dream...!!!

Maybe...

It's stupid, I know.
I may need more time.
I think I still can't forget about you.
Or at least, on the way, you know...?

I...

suddenly i felt......
i felt lonely.