Posting!

Argh! I cannot get online for more than 2 months!
But anyway, I will do my best to build my practical
skills in nursing while I stay there, Kulim and Kepala Batas...

아자아자 파이팅! ㅋㅋ

If...

If you don't wake up tomorrow,
If it turns out that today is the last day on the earth,
Will you be proud of what you have done in this life?

Will I?
Did I, Have I done something that I am proud of?

I think about the past.
And my heart starts to beat fast.
Will I be satisfied on the last day of my life?
Will I look at myself proudly?

So many questions...
There are too many questions but too little answers.
How, how would I face the end? When I don't want to...

No...I need to do things that I'm supposed to finish.
Before it's too late.

Before it's too late.

You know what?

You are pathetic.
Don't try so hard to be someone you can never be...
Well, but if you want to keep doing that,
then I can only say that you are just one of those wannabes.

For my friend...

You were staring at the empty space and I was sitting beside you quietly. Even though I didn't exactly know what is going on in your head, I could know that you are in complete misery and sadness. I wished that I could make you happy again, make you smile again. But the only thing I could do was just be there for you. Because I can't really help you but give some suggestions. And I really didn't like it. Because I already knew that suggestions didn't really help in this case. And I am really sorry for giving so little to you. I wish I could do much more than what I can do now. And I really thank you for being there for me too. We both know that we have our own problems but we still help each other, in whatever ways. You make me have a chance to talk about my problems. And I return the favour by giving you a comfort, a shoulder for you to lean on. Even though we are not happy with our lives, I hope my presence in your life makes your life a little bit bearable for you. And thank you. My life is better because you are in it.

Just for you. Friends forver.

The Me From The Past...

I don't like it.
I don't like it very much.
I don't like when people point out my problems.
But that's what I need.
I'm having a dilemma...
And I don't know how to solve this.
They want me from the past.
But how can I get myself from the past again?
How...?
They don't like me, me now.
But how did I become like this?
How...?

How...

In my world

Everyone, stand still!
I'm seething out my anger.

Everything I tried to seal,
Comes out of the cover.

The unseen dagger with untruthful, deadly poison...
The voice of you makes me feel the burning sensation.

A sick to my stomach.
Fallin' through the darkened abyss...

I start to hear something again.
The never-ending story.