Where should I go from now on?

I don't know what to do from now on.
Maybe waiting? Or saying goodbye?
Umm...I cannot decide.
I cannot find which side i should go for.
And I see your face, everyday.
Even though you don't notice,
I always look at you everytime I have a chance.
And it pains me a bit to see us right now.
And it pains me a bit to see you right now.
I just don't know what to do.
I just want to get you out of my mind.
But I also want to get you right back to me.
To be friends again.

And I never came back.

I worked so hard to earn trust from her, and I lost it so easily.
And I have no courage to earn it again because I have no confidence in keeping it anymore.
So the thing begins. I am trying to find where I belong, whom I need to help.
And I thought I found one. But later, I found myself helping two different people.
I never knew this could bring a big trouble. And now I am in a mess. I cannot get away unless I let them go once and for all. But...I cannot let go, cannot let go of the people because I care about them.