WHY CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT IT'S SO NOT EASY?!
IT'S DAMN DIFFICULT!!!
TO PRETEND THAT I'M HAPPY!
TO FAKE A SMILE, A LAUGH!
TO BECOME ENJOYABLE TO YOU!
HOW AM I GOING TO SURVIVE THIS!
I ACTUALLY THOUGHT OF SUICIDE!
BUT I DON'T WANT TO DIE LIKE THIS!
WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO THEN?!
WHAT AM I SUPPOED TO DO?
I'M ALREADY MAD AT MYSELF,
AND NOW YOU GUYS HATE ME FOR BEING LIKE THIS?
WHAT! WHAT!! WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME!!!......(T_T)
PLEASE, ANYONE OUT THERE?
CAN YOU PLEASE HELP ME TO FIND THE SOLUTION?
BEFORE I DO SOMETHING STUPID TO MYSELF AGAIN?
PLEASE!
It's your choice on what to do... I cant decide it for you but do know... That I'd stand not in front of you as a lead nor behind you as a follower... But beside you as a friend... I may not be a best friend... But a good friend...
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